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Date: Sunday, March 22, 2009
Day Seventy-nine: Out out out

Ok this is so sad. The world hates me and the worst part is that I now know why. I feel so dizzy right now cuz the people around me has cause me to be in a state that involves major confusion, jealousy and pure bafflement. My hands are shaky, every time I type a letter. I've come to reckon that being nice is all it takes to be liked by everyone- well almost. I feel like screaming my lungs out and to sleep not to ever wake up. & that time would stop and rewind those mean steps I've took without thinking of the circumstances that might occur to the people I'm hurting. It's like I'm a whole different person when I'm angry or sad. I am so so so sorry. No grudges kay, I feel so sad if anyone hates me. Just like that, I'm a sad despairing child if I know I'm hated by a person typically a girl. Sorry

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